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Friday, January 02, 2009

 let the safe house burn wild
where the bruised egos hide
step free from becoming
one with their cries

though fowl appetites linger
pushing pity for self
cut them from your hunger
for hunger is what they kill

cause we don't need them now
and we will never need them

forget these ambitions
that drive drunk on themselves
they consider no good thing
that they cannot sell

cause we don't need them now
and we will never need them













Saturday, December 27, 2008


stirring the ashes of a heart put in the line
of snickering angels
and a fork in the light

Where whatsoever is true
grows increasingly benign
in light of whats killing you
and whats makes you feel alive

punching the waves as they break and rescind
to pill numb and passive
to sink or to swim

as all the silent partners
point with frantic direction
 to tie off with pleasure
some severed connection




 



 
 
 




















Saturday, October 18, 2008

"crawling days"

the crawling days that build and burn 
body and wage
have come to turn
a calm abyss
acceptance weds
to gamble bliss
on vowels
remiss but sweeter than

the ball and chain 

 the cool hearts swing

the seedy breaks
from grounded hopes
bright in their haste
but pushing dull
in their repose

whats left to make of crawling days

Some story bribe

has got you punching waves

forget about the fork in the light

it will keep you

pill numb and grafted to

crawling days









Friday, September 19, 2008

what in the world could leash

the urges stirred beneath flesh

and what end will come to cease

the hungers cruel persistence

of lasting love

through passing lusts

catching fireflies to crush

till all thats wild in life

is nothing but a ghost light fading

away

away

what could reverse the wick

effect the born come under

and what fault of will accepts

the worst before it's over

hugging the anchor

as it sinks

just to know where we're going

till all thats wild in life

 is just another ghost light dying

away

away


Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Currently Listening
Transfiguration of Vincent
By M. Ward
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like medicine Brother we've swallowed ourselves

in versions that flatter and fail

to move us by God or by anyone

 

over and over they're tucking us in

to sleep tight fisted and spent

on halfways to settle our lonesome

 

in passionless union we cradle these bones

and make our good sense of the cold

that keeps us from God or from anyone

 

over and over our beds made to swim

and we to drag the dead sea it's in

for halfways to settle our lonesome 

 



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